Im FREE!!!

So I had court yesterday after class and I was so nervous that I was gonna pay alot of fines or go to jail (worse case scenario) so I was freaking out and I can have a temper when I feel I am being wronged so I was trying my best to stay clam. While my husband was in attempt to gain the feeling in his hand. Finely my name was called and I explained everything that happened and the lawyer and the judge both agreed that it was an DMV error and I was like YES!!! I told you so lol but then I was back to real life when I realized they took my car..... sooo now I have to pay 200 to get it out and try to get reimbursed because it wasn't my fault! lol

The amazing men in our life!

I have to admit my husband is a great man and I love him to death yesterday for example I got a call from my mom and she was upset at a relitive of mine that we both had isue with and she is sick on top of that. So I was on the phone for like an hour and my husband was on his computer in front of me and listening to me occasionally looking at me in curiousity wondering what was going on. As I was going on and on with my mother and getting upset with the situation. Being the man he is he knew better than to interupt me or try to be involved so as soon as I got off the phone he said she's at it again?! Knowing exactly who we were talking about and I explained what happened and he was like who and started to notice that I was getting my self worked up and he gave me a kiss and said calm down. And basically told me to stop talking in a nice way before I totally went off. Lol I am also really nervous for court and what they are gonna say to me also but my husband will be there so I hope i won't just break down. I have a couple times since I got my ticket and as well gone off a few times but everytime he is right there telling me to calm down and promising everything will be ok. I believe him he is my rock and supports me in everything I do Granted most of the time he knows I will do as I please anyway thatr there is no sense in trying to change my mind lol but were both stubborn that way so it's ok. Well a few more hours till court only 2hrs till my test and 2hrs in hell with a teacher who has not a clue how to teach then I am on my way to court.......

The urge of not knowing.....

I wanna know so bad if i'm pregnant we took a test it said no but I can't ignore the sick feeling in my stomach the tirednes,  peeing every five minutesand the lack of a normal period.... I want a definate answer so bad, me and my husband have decided that we would like to try for a child. He has a child from a previous umm we will say relationship he's 7 now and a good kid but I want a girl and a child of OUR own you know. As he likes to say we know he's fertile but I think it's going to be a good idea to go get checked if i'm not pregnant yet. I wanna a child but I don't want ten million people looking at my stuff all the time either lol the things we do for children..... hopin and prayin

Ever get that errrr feeling...

I so wanna just smack my husband right now us arguing consist of me or him being mad him walking away from me and me not speaking to him. Then he acts as if there is nothing wrong  when he calms down and I'm still mad ugh i so wanna smack him sometimes... but i love him either way he works harder than anyone I know and is a great man he just gets under my skin time to time I guess o well that life it goes on right. I'm still glad to be with I'm no matter how much he pisses me off.....

WHAT A LIFE....

Yeah they lied! lol Someone once said "Day by day, in every way I'm getting better and better!" Something to to live by no? So what are you striving to get better at day by day? Being a wife being the perfect mother, the best employee, cook, student, or just the best person you can be? Either way I think it's something to think about what is it in life you want, what do you want to do with your life. Some very common questions you ask your children as we they age and start high school and maybe think of college right. Well hen was the last time you honestly sat down and asked your self that question? Some may think to themselves and say I'm a mother, wife, provider of my family and am happy in my job and position I am an in my life!!! Great, others may say I've lived allot I've done my duty to my children, job, life, and or husband (partner) now it's time for me! So what now? Get a new career, more education, run away for a week or two? If you could do anything in the world with no worries what would it be? Do you have any regrets, something you've always wanted to try? I say DO IT!!! take life by the horns and go for it full force with no worries if you 20 or if you're 80 let nothing hold you back just remember.... "Day by day, in every way, I'm getting better!