Just another day....

So once again we have court on Tuesday and will being attempting to hash something out and try to figure something out we hope.... On a good not though we are all doing well and healthy just had an appointment and was given some medicine to try to help out alilttle bit and maybe in a few months we will have the news we are expecting. Told my mom we were no longer on the birth control and she wanted to scream and tell every one with excitement but I told her to keep her mom shut so we don't have to answer all kinds of questions with my entire family lol for now anyway we shall wait and see...

Memorial Day Weekend

So this weekend was a 3 day weekend and a very long one at that! So munch homework to get done first off but working on that today since it is due tomorrow and all lol. So it all started on Friday when Mat brought Alex home after he went to bed at 8:00 mind  you falling asleep around midnight.... The next morning I was by myself with him all day until Mats mom finally came home at 3 30 my mom late as all get out! Ugh anyway ALL of us went to Geneva on the Lake mind you over an hour drive.... When we finally got there Me, Mat, Alex, and my Mom had a blast doing water bumper cars and go carts and mini golf. Then me and mom went inside to play at the arcade were I won her a turtle lol. Then the stress started as his mom tryed to control everything Mat made Alex do ex: put his jeans on him, put his coat on, hold his hand, don't do this do this! Annoying ugh but when we finally left Alex decided he didn't want to shut up in the car as his father tryed to sleep and 5 minutes before we got home he shut up. Then on Sunday we went to church were he wanted to sleep and crawl on the floor then it was off to the store to get supplies. Yay we are going to the beach lol. We had a cook out and alot of fun in the water and Alex had a blast in the sand while he dumped buckets of sand on his head. Then we watched Sam and Alex catch half dead fish and craw fish it was funny. Then we went to DQ for ice cream and finally came home about 11:30pm and everyone crashed into bed. On Monday everyone slept in alot except me I woke up and did laundry and dishes and such then waited for the rest to wake lol. It was a relaxing day all day and the best besides yesterday was alot of fun also. In all it was a fun and sunny weekend.

Crooks and Robbers

Mechanic shops love to take you for everything you have so after getting bullsh**ed into paying twice what I should have for brakes I am now trying to get some back. See the manager stated as well as there adds state they will BEAT competitors prices right? So take them an estimate and they won't do it? what sense does that make!! On a good note however we did get a hotel for our July 4th weekend trip yay! We are all gonna need it so bad and on top of that we once again had court and once again will go back in about 2wks and get no where even though everyone can see Hope unfit of a mother she is with an abortion under her belt and 2 boys both by different men and now a girl by another man that's 4 kids 4 men and  1 abortion am I missing something? hmm Most "mothers" would not take there 2 young children away from there fathers for no reason but to see another man in another state she has never met in her life only to get pregnant again...... In my opinion she should not be allowed to have children or be near them for that matter apparently the courts can't see that but her parents do but won't say so in court! So we will see what happens and hope everything will work out for the best!!!

Such a summer day!

Went to the park today and went for over a mile walk, it was vey nice and of course Shrek 3 is coming out tomorrw and I can't wait to see it I can't wait!!!! On top of that I go to the doctors on tuesday and we have court on wensday. Hoping to god this will be it and it will be over and things will change for the better!

idiots

So today is a good day I took a long walk today exercised had a salad for lunch and am waiting for my birth certificate in the mail so we can get our passports and go to Canada! yay and now my mom wants to go to mammoth Cave in Kentucky which I did on a lem one day but she wants to plan it out lol so hopefully we Will be going Jul 4th weekend I think it would be awesome to do. I was watching wife swap for about 5min today and a woman who spends no time with her children and has her husband wait on her hand and foot as she sits in bed swapped with a woman just the opposite with 5 young children. When the woman who got waited on hand and foot called the man who allows his wife to care for there 5 kids alone and wait on him a chauvinist pig I went off in my head and changed the channel. As I thought to myself how ignorant and self centered people are it just amazes me. I  love my husband and I don't know how people can have someone wait on them hand and foot as they sit there and do nothing. I enjoy seeing people working together and making their marriage a team and not like taking care of another child!

Short short day

Today I had a test at school and a substitute also, so I was rather happy to take my test and leave because I didn't wanna go to school anyway lol. It is a rainy  day so no walk today but I did get all my errands done and 30min of exercise a shower, dishes, laundry and now onto my homework!! yay not a bad day all around. Kinda tired but ill live can't wait for our Canada vacation no comp for mat and no work we can finally spend sometime together out of the house lol. just kinda a good day I guess not much to write about so I won't write anymore lol.

On the breach of a new life!

So I have decided that I am going to commit myself to losing 100lbs by this time next year or sooner if possible! I want to have a baby within the next two years also and I know it's better if you;re healthier to do so and on top of that if I get in the habit of it now I can lose the baby weight after also!! So I have decided and now I just gotta do it! I plan on walking an hour a day, sticking to my new exercise plan for at least 30 min every other day and watching what I eat as I attempt to stop drinking pop also... I want to so bad though I've always had a problem with my weight and I'm only 20 about to be 21 so I've gotta start some time because I absolutely refuse to gain anymore weight!!! So here I go... wish me luck!

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Not sure what to do

So we have court on the 26th and Alex is already 7 and been in public school but he isn't doing the greatest in math and reading so we think if we get custody we are going to home school. We thin it will help make it more personal and it's proven home schooled students do better in the life time and get into better colleges.And when we have a baby we can start teaching them before there born and as soon as they are born. It's proven children learn more when there are younger and if you continue it they will retain it through out life also. So it seems like a great idea right? I hope I can handle it though Mat is working a lot 10-15 hr days 5-6 days a week and only a couple weeks left until court!!!! It's rough on Mat not being able to see Alex and her games and BS she puts him through. Hopefully it will all be over soon and we will get Alex and he will be much better off and much better cared for! We can't do anything though for now just wait and see I guess......

Momma's day

So since we are married obviously we had to do both mom's and for his mom we went to his sisters house ordered pizza and played wii. Mind you I have never touched a wii before and was like how do you do this lol. I am by no means a video game person at all but we had alot of fun we played baseball and golf and bowling and me and mat had a blast going against each other. Then when we played harry potter we shared the two remotes and played it was so much fun as we yelled at each other what to do and then we figured out hes good at fighting and im good at potions but together we make a great team doing anything else!!! It was allot of fun then on Sunday after church we wen to the local green house and bought my mom some flowers and then Lowe's and then I got to plant them as she talked to a neighbor lol. Then me and mat mulched and hung up her decorations for outside summertime and then made dinner and watched movies with my mom! we had allot of fun and i was told happy mothers day due to the fact that I am a  new step mom. Not sure how I really feel about being called a step-mom I'm getting used to the whole idea you know it's new and different and weird....

Im FREE!!!

So I had court yesterday after class and I was so nervous that I was gonna pay alot of fines or go to jail (worse case scenario) so I was freaking out and I can have a temper when I feel I am being wronged so I was trying my best to stay clam. While my husband was in attempt to gain the feeling in his hand. Finely my name was called and I explained everything that happened and the lawyer and the judge both agreed that it was an DMV error and I was like YES!!! I told you so lol but then I was back to real life when I realized they took my car..... sooo now I have to pay 200 to get it out and try to get reimbursed because it wasn't my fault! lol

The amazing men in our life!

I have to admit my husband is a great man and I love him to death yesterday for example I got a call from my mom and she was upset at a relitive of mine that we both had isue with and she is sick on top of that. So I was on the phone for like an hour and my husband was on his computer in front of me and listening to me occasionally looking at me in curiousity wondering what was going on. As I was going on and on with my mother and getting upset with the situation. Being the man he is he knew better than to interupt me or try to be involved so as soon as I got off the phone he said she's at it again?! Knowing exactly who we were talking about and I explained what happened and he was like who and started to notice that I was getting my self worked up and he gave me a kiss and said calm down. And basically told me to stop talking in a nice way before I totally went off. Lol I am also really nervous for court and what they are gonna say to me also but my husband will be there so I hope i won't just break down. I have a couple times since I got my ticket and as well gone off a few times but everytime he is right there telling me to calm down and promising everything will be ok. I believe him he is my rock and supports me in everything I do Granted most of the time he knows I will do as I please anyway thatr there is no sense in trying to change my mind lol but were both stubborn that way so it's ok. Well a few more hours till court only 2hrs till my test and 2hrs in hell with a teacher who has not a clue how to teach then I am on my way to court.......

The urge of not knowing.....

I wanna know so bad if i'm pregnant we took a test it said no but I can't ignore the sick feeling in my stomach the tirednes,  peeing every five minutesand the lack of a normal period.... I want a definate answer so bad, me and my husband have decided that we would like to try for a child. He has a child from a previous umm we will say relationship he's 7 now and a good kid but I want a girl and a child of OUR own you know. As he likes to say we know he's fertile but I think it's going to be a good idea to go get checked if i'm not pregnant yet. I wanna a child but I don't want ten million people looking at my stuff all the time either lol the things we do for children..... hopin and prayin

Ever get that errrr feeling...

I so wanna just smack my husband right now us arguing consist of me or him being mad him walking away from me and me not speaking to him. Then he acts as if there is nothing wrong  when he calms down and I'm still mad ugh i so wanna smack him sometimes... but i love him either way he works harder than anyone I know and is a great man he just gets under my skin time to time I guess o well that life it goes on right. I'm still glad to be with I'm no matter how much he pisses me off.....

WHAT A LIFE....

Yeah they lied! lol Someone once said "Day by day, in every way I'm getting better and better!" Something to to live by no? So what are you striving to get better at day by day? Being a wife being the perfect mother, the best employee, cook, student, or just the best person you can be? Either way I think it's something to think about what is it in life you want, what do you want to do with your life. Some very common questions you ask your children as we they age and start high school and maybe think of college right. Well hen was the last time you honestly sat down and asked your self that question? Some may think to themselves and say I'm a mother, wife, provider of my family and am happy in my job and position I am an in my life!!! Great, others may say I've lived allot I've done my duty to my children, job, life, and or husband (partner) now it's time for me! So what now? Get a new career, more education, run away for a week or two? If you could do anything in the world with no worries what would it be? Do you have any regrets, something you've always wanted to try? I say DO IT!!! take life by the horns and go for it full force with no worries if you 20 or if you're 80 let nothing hold you back just remember.... "Day by day, in every way, I'm getting better!

To do or not to do?

So on your honey moon many people leave right after all the festivities to go to the destination. But after all the hugging and kissing and danceing and drinking. Ar you up for doing the dirty? It's your honeymoon should be the best you have had so far or your first time. So how do you make it special even though your sooo tired and maybe even a little tipsy? Keep it interesting, be prepared, have a plan.













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