On the breach of a new life!

So I have decided that I am going to commit myself to losing 100lbs by this time next year or sooner if possible! I want to have a baby within the next two years also and I know it's better if you;re healthier to do so and on top of that if I get in the habit of it now I can lose the baby weight after also!! So I have decided and now I just gotta do it! I plan on walking an hour a day, sticking to my new exercise plan for at least 30 min every other day and watching what I eat as I attempt to stop drinking pop also... I want to so bad though I've always had a problem with my weight and I'm only 20 about to be 21 so I've gotta start some time because I absolutely refuse to gain anymore weight!!! So here I go... wish me luck!

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Not sure what to do

So we have court on the 26th and Alex is already 7 and been in public school but he isn't doing the greatest in math and reading so we think if we get custody we are going to home school. We thin it will help make it more personal and it's proven home schooled students do better in the life time and get into better colleges.And when we have a baby we can start teaching them before there born and as soon as they are born. It's proven children learn more when there are younger and if you continue it they will retain it through out life also. So it seems like a great idea right? I hope I can handle it though Mat is working a lot 10-15 hr days 5-6 days a week and only a couple weeks left until court!!!! It's rough on Mat not being able to see Alex and her games and BS she puts him through. Hopefully it will all be over soon and we will get Alex and he will be much better off and much better cared for! We can't do anything though for now just wait and see I guess......

Momma's day

So since we are married obviously we had to do both mom's and for his mom we went to his sisters house ordered pizza and played wii. Mind you I have never touched a wii before and was like how do you do this lol. I am by no means a video game person at all but we had alot of fun we played baseball and golf and bowling and me and mat had a blast going against each other. Then when we played harry potter we shared the two remotes and played it was so much fun as we yelled at each other what to do and then we figured out hes good at fighting and im good at potions but together we make a great team doing anything else!!! It was allot of fun then on Sunday after church we wen to the local green house and bought my mom some flowers and then Lowe's and then I got to plant them as she talked to a neighbor lol. Then me and mat mulched and hung up her decorations for outside summertime and then made dinner and watched movies with my mom! we had allot of fun and i was told happy mothers day due to the fact that I am a  new step mom. Not sure how I really feel about being called a step-mom I'm getting used to the whole idea you know it's new and different and weird....